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Thursday, Aug. 17, 2006 - 9:37 p.m. You're my nicotine, baby.Missing is the perfect word. I am missing someone. He is not here, I�m not sure he ever was here. This person I miss is missing. Lost in time and space. I miss the sounds that weren�t words and the skin that made me ache and the newness of it all. I ask for divine intervention to take this away. Please, please, please. But I let my guard down and it returns. I let my guard down and play his songs. I let my guard down and accidentally look at pictures. I let my guard down and read his books. And I remember what an arse I was. Please, please, please. But that never works, because there�s that grain of sand that worries my prayers and you don�t get something unless you�re really truly willing. Someday it'll sink in that this is all ancient history.
Stuff what is good and makes me happy: - Saturday, Dec. 20, 2008 Not really an update. - Monday, Jan. 22, 2007 Don't know when I'll be back again. - Sunday, Dec. 10, 2006 - - Tuesday, Nov. 21, 2006 The drugs don't work. - Monday, Oct. 23, 2006 details voyeurism self-indulgence for all --> |